The noisy vs the quiet

At one time, people may see me as a very cheerful bright girl. Saying nonsense stuffs, making stupid jokes non stop. Telling stories of this and that.

At some other time, I may just stay quiet. Not knowing what to say. Confused. Sometimes feeling tensed for no solid reasons to be one. Not laughing nor smiling. Smile la but most of the times it’s fake smile.

I hate the quiet side of me.

The quite side always come when I’m feeling uncomfortable with someone. I may seem friendly, good at making new friends. But I’m totally worst at coming close to someone. And I hate it . Hate it a lot.

If I rarely make fun of you. Teasing you. Telling u stories. Sorry, it simply means I’m not comfortable with you.

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